Tuesday, August 7, 2007
This blog is kaput.
Thanks to those of you who've read my posts here and supported and encouraged me this summer. I hope we all pass and don't have to repeat the experience again!!!
Monday, August 6, 2007
Well, it's over.
I took the CA Bar and survived. A few notes:
1) it was not as hard as I expected it to be. I felt like if you KNEW the law, you could totally rock the thing. *I* did not know the law for a couple of issues, but still, it was not the all-intimidating-oh-my-gosh-how-does-anyone-pass?!?! experience that people made it out to be.
2) the MBE was ridiculous. Whoever said PMBR/Barbri/MM questions were harder than the actual MBE did NOT know what they were talking about. One half of the MBE, at least, was a disaster. I think, if I fail, it will be because I scored a 4 on the MBE.
3) the whole thing was very anticlimactic (sp?) Everyone showed up in jeans and t-shirts and flip-flops, we crowded into this massive warehouse, and the instructions given in a dry monotone voice by the head proctor made us out to be total idiots. All in all, it was sort of a disappointing finale to the summer of studying.
4) Handwriting sucks, but it’s doable. Ending the day on Thursday, I definitely felt I had been at a material disadvantage handwriting the test. Granted, EVERY ONE ELSE IN THE ROOM was typing, so that was a little disheartening, but I really felt that handwriters deserved more time since all the others could outline on the computer and then fill in the body of text later, whereas I found myself writing things about 3x each just so I could get a decent idea of how to approach the question without having too many arrows or crossed-out sections. Our section’s proctor was so nice. At the end of Day 1 she asks me, “So honey, will you have a computer by thursday???” uh no. Bring the lined paper.
5) People are weird. At the lunch breaks, i saw people stretching like mad - legs in the air, arms every which way… i mean, really - have you NEVER sat for 3 hrs before??!?!?! it was bizarre. A few girls had made duct-tape purse straps to go with their little plastic bags. Interesting.
All in all, I don’t know if I passed or if I didn’t. Regardless of the outcome, I will not be surprised. I felt really good about the essay q’s today and both of the performance tests. Not so great about the MBE and the first day’s essays, but whatever. I heard a few people talking and it seems some people didn’t finish the essays, others didn’t know the law… I mean, I think almost all of us feel it could go either way.
It was definitely not as bad as I’d anticipated. AND - for those of you taking the Bar next year, etc. I really DON’T think you need to do Barbri. Everything that was on the essays & PT’s, I got from my MicroMash materials. I think though, in retrospect, I wish I had done more PMBR stuff. Maybe not the seven/six day course, but perhaps the 3 day course, or just spent more time doing their outlines. There were some things on the MBE that I had NEVER heard of before, that I think PMBR probably would have covered and did cover in their materials.
So - I feel ok about the Bar. I am not disappointed in myself, although I know there was stuff on there that I didn’t know, but tried my hardest to B.S. I’ll let you know how it turns out in Nov. But, tonight, I am on my way to utah!!!
Handwriting the Bar
Handwriting the exam sucked, but I did it. On my mom’s advice, I bought pens of various widths, which were supposed to keep my hand from cramping, but I’m not convinced that it was the pens as much as it was stress that kept my hand from freezing up. I limited myself to an hour on each of the essays. I spent about 15 mins reading and outlining the essay, and 45 mins writing. On the PT, I spent about an hour reading/outlining, and then 2 hrs writing. That seemed to work pretty well. I was able to get most of my points down, although there was A LOT of crossing out and little notations off to the side. I tried my best to keep my handwriting legible. If, for some reason, you have to write the entire Bar like me, when you spend a good majority of the summer anticipating TYPING it, remind yourself of the little blessings like - 1) you won’t be the candidate whose computer fails them in the middle of the PT and has to pick up where you left off handwriting the rest of the test, dealing with the mental distress of - was the rest of your answer saved??!?!?!? 2) if you fail, at least you can blame it *partially* on the fact that you had to handwrite at the last minute and didn’t have the time you really needed to write all that you wanted; 3) when you finish the test, you finish the test. There is no need to worry about uploading, downloading, internet connections, etc. You hand your booklet to the proctor and you are free to leave. It’s over.
But - my advice: If you possibly possibly can, try to get transferred to a writing center. It is really discouraging as a handwriter to look up and see everyone else outlining on their computers, while you are trying to get your info together so that your essay isn’t a total disaster. Also, there’s less people to deal with. I think we had at least a couple hundred in our warehouse. Chances are, if you’re handwriting, you get to stay at some swanky hotel and handwrite in a nice little conference room with a handful of other people. Fewer people = fewer distractions = better performance.
I hope that at least some of the people in my room felt a little sorry for me, having to watch me handwrite and stretch out my poor fingers when it was all over. One girl made the comment that maybe handwriters have better answers because we don’t have time to discuss totally irrelevant stuff and have to actually limit ourselves to what the question asks. Maybe. I just hope that the examiners go through thousands and thousands of typed answers, just to come across that one handwritten answer that eeks out all the sympathy possible… Handwriting sucks because it’s slow and you don’t do it on a regular basis, but you can still do it and finish on time and make all the necessary points. After seeing some of the craziness some other people went through with their computers, part of me thinks I might handwrite again if I have to do this a second time…….
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Finally...
I'm Sick of Studying.
Tomorrow I head down to my hotel near San Mateo to get settled in for the Tues-Thurs fun. Thursday evening, immediately after finishing the Exam, I’ll drive back up to SF, unload my car, reload my things into my sexy man’s X, and hit the road for Hanksville, Utah for a FABULOUS 10day vacation in the middle of nowhere.
Right now I don’t really know how I feel about taking the Bar. I can’t say that I feel “ready,” but I do feel ready to be done with studying. I’ve already started compiling a short list in my head of “things I’d do differently” to post at some later point and remind myself of - if I have to do this again. While I am not confident that I’ve crammed enough into my memory to get the requisite points to pass, I don’t think I’m going to feel too embarrassed/stupid if my name is not on the list come November.
My friend A and I talked about this before. So much of taking the Bar - especially the MBE - is just interpreting things the way the examiners want you to interpret it. Just this last week I came across a PMBR MBE q that was almost exactly the same as a MicroMash MBE I’d done a while ago. I got it wrong the first time around on MM, so I made sure to do it right on PMBR. Um - no. The way I’d answered the MM q was RIGHT on the PMBR q. The facts were pretty much identical; the situation was the same. Yet, two different answers. AND - several of the PMBR q’s will give you two, sometimes even three “right” answers! What?!?! Anyways, I feel like part of passing has got to be presenting the material in the way the examiners like it. And, I refuse to feel DUMB just because I was unable to perform appropriately during three days, when I’ve spent the last 8wks studying this stuff!!
I’m really curious how the handwriting thing is gonna go. When I called to ask about changing test centers, they told me to just go the laptop center I’m already registered with and they’ll provide me handwriting materials there. I wonder though - will I be in the same room with all the typers? That would SUCK. I’ll have earplugs, but - ugh - the intimidation of seeing all those fingers flying over the keyboard while I’m clenching/unclenching my hand to keep the bloodflow. I didn’t want to deal with the hassle of getting a new computer, re-registering the software, dealing with the bar people, etc. etc., and I wasn’t even sure if they’d LET me re-register so late in the game, so I decided to just handwrite the Exam. BUT - it really stinks that I’ve spent the last oh, ten years, perfecting my typing skills, only to have to handwrite one of the most important exams of my life. Do they grade handwritten exams with more leniency?? ha. I read one of the model essay answers and it was five pages - typed. How am I supposed to compete with that?!?
In this moment, as this post has progressed, I am totally over the Bar Exam (as opposed to two days ago when I broke down crying on the way to dinner). Whatever happens, happens. Things happen for a reason. I have love, life, a warm bed, great friends, awesome family, a decent resume, and in a week I will be floating down the Green River with the most ridiculously fantastic beer cozy in my hand (seriously - two layers of closed-cell foam + wrapped in Mylar + sealed w/silicon) and nothing in the world to do but layer myself with regular applications of 30SPF. It’s a good life, regardless of what the NCBE or Cal Bar Readers think.
Monday, June 25, 2007
My Right Hand Man
On a totally different note, today I saw the postman and all I could think was - California can’t require you to get a CA driver’s license if you want to drive your postal truck around here… Thanks Con Law for that highly insignificant tip.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
One Month.
So far I’ve read and outlined Agency, Partnerships, Corporations, Community Property, Remedies and am working on my outline for Trusts. I read through the comprehensive outlines in the MicroMash book, and then paraphrase and reorganize their information into a 10-15pg outline for myself. I’ve been writing the stuff in paragraph form as opposed to the typical bulleted outline because if I’m going to have put the concepts into sentences in an essay, I might as well work on that a little bit here. My goal today is to finish the Trusts outline and read Wills, maybe outline that one too. I’m also doing 20-40MBE single-subject questions each day, although I have to admit I haven’t done any since Friday.
Even though studying on my own has been somewhat isolating (though less so since I’m staying with my sexy man), I LOVE the freedom and flexibility of my schedule. My sexy man keeps telling me, in a very encouraging way, that not everyone could do what I’m doing - sitting inside all day, not leaving the house, studying, five-seven days a week, 5-8 hrs/day. I’ve definitely taken little breaks, and spent a few hours laying out in the backyard enjoying the gorgeous day while studying my outlines. But, overall, I have remained pretty dedicated to a daily schedule of just STUDYING. Several of my friends took Bar/Bri, etc. because they needed the motivation to get up and study, etc. Somehow, I’m doing ok being self-motivated. Again, there are days when I feel like I’m not as focused as I could be, or maybe I’m going through the material a little too slowly, but I feel like I’m on the right track and am doing ok so far.
I cannot express enough how nice it is to not be around other people who are studying for the bar. My sexy man and his roommates are very supportive and understanding of the work I need to do and how I just lock myself in a room all day long when they’re being social and having fun. When I talk about how I did “nothing” all day, they instantly chastise me and say, “no! You studied all day! that’s hard work!!” Every morning my sexy man asks what my goal is for the day, and when he gets home from work, he questions, “On a scale from 1-10, what was your productivity?” to help me stay focused and hold me accountable for what I want to accomplish. This environment allows me to keep a healthy perspective on the Bar and life in general. (In addition, my internet access is limited due to the occasional disconnection because of construction on the house, and these guys don’t own a TV, so no Dr. Phil/Oprah/TLC/Simpsons to dull my brain and eat up valuable study time.) I know some people thrive on the peer pressure and competition to get certain scores, or do a certain # of essays, or whatever, but all that stuff just makes me nervous. I am existing in my own very very small, sheltered world, surrounded by only encouraging comments and supportive vibes, and this is the best possible place I could be.
Fear Not.
Yes, there’s a lot to memorize for the Bar, and yes there are some concepts I probably won’t get down pat, but I don’t need anyone breathing down my neck with their power of suggestion that I can’t handle it. A friend who is taking Bar/Bri was telling me that she felt some days would be better off spent at home, studying her own way instead of going to class. But, she was afraid to do that b/c Bar/Bri emphasized that every class was important, and if you missed ONE, you might miss that one explanation that would help you pass the Bar. So, she goes to class everyday, and then regrets that she could have got more focused studying done if she’d just stayed home. It’s not just the bar reviews that do it, it’s other people, too - students, parents, teachers, friends, etc. - who tell you that the Bar is hard, the pass rate is low, you’re not studying hard enough, you should study more, how dare you go shopping when you have an essay to write!
I’ve heard and read several things about the Bar being something like 50% knowledge of the law, 50% mental and emotional endurance. I’m beginning to wonder if it’s not higher like 10% legal knowledge, 90% mental/emotional preparation. I KNOW that there is a decent chance I could fail the Bar in July based on the overall pass rates. But, the fact that I know that doesn’t mean I need to let myself be guided by fear of failure. I’m trying to find a balance b/w not being too confident that I’m going to pass (because, what if I fail?? then I look like a total idiot for 1) failing; and 2) having thought I could pass in the first place!) and total self-confidence that I am capable of passing, that I’m going to pass, and everything is going to work out. I mean, I’ve had days when I’ve felt so good about the test, that I’ve wondered - “Am i missing something???” I mean, WHY DO SO MANY PEOPLE FAIL??? What is the ultimate decider? the essays? the MBE? the performance tests?? I feel like I’m going along ok, but I’m sure thousands of people felt the same way before, and then failed. Am I missing something??? But, I can’t let myself worry too much or fear too much, because then I start feeling defeated, and what’s the point of that?? There will be enough time to feel defeated in Nov. if I don’t pass. I guess I may as well spend this next month feeling successful while I have the chance.
Lastly, after I decided PMBR was more intimidating than helpful, and the prof’s annoying reference to the class as “Gang” drove me nuts (So gang, Well gang, Ok gang…AAAHHHHH!!), I went the music route. You wouldn’t necessarily think that Eminem could be considered “inspirational,” but his two songs - Lose Yourself and Til I Collapse - are highly appropriate for this summer of studying… A few select lyrics:
Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunityTo seize everything you ever wanted-One momentWould you capture it or just let it slip?
You better lose yourself in the music, the momentYou own it, you better never let it goYou only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blowThis opportunity comes once in a lifetime…
‘Cause sometimes you feel tired,feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strengthand just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give upand not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Moving on from the MBE stuff
These last couple of days I’ve been trying to finish up my review of the MBE subjects. What I’m finding is that I do ok on the questions and can spot the big issues fairly easily, but I have a hard time articulating the rules involved in both the MBE q’s and my practice essays. This is kind of ok on the MBE q’s because, in the end, who cares WHY you got the right answer as long as you got the right answer. However, when it comes to the essays, though, being able to articulate the rules is pretty important. I’ve been thinking a lot about how to approach preparing for the essays and how to memorize all those little details of law. I need to get my hands on some more practice essays. MicroMash gives you a book with 75 essays in it (6-7 per subject), but I have a feeling that I am going to be going through more than 75 essays between now and the end of July. I’m doing some more review of MBE stuff this weekend and then will begin reading for the state subjects and practicing essays for those starting Monday. In addition to the state subjects, I plan to do some MBE’s everyday, try to review my MBE flashcards at least a couple of days a week, and do practice essays regarding the MBE subjects.
While it was nice at N&R’s having my own quiet little place to study, my own fridge, bathroom, etc., there is part of me that is really enjoying hanging out with my sexy man in an SF home where I am currently sharing one bathroom with FIVE other people, and have to negotiate all the beer in the fridge just so I can get to my food. I love this house because it is always filled with people and there is a slight feeling of craziness to it all: In this three bedroom house (but with basement and sunroom), there’s 6 of us here right now, with a cat and a dog; the side of the house is under construction; there is only one shower; there is more beer and wine in the fridge than food (is there ANY food??); there is no dishwasher so there is always a pile of dishes on the countertop; and last night I was woken up at 2am by some of the roommates playing guitar downstairs and singing at the top of their lungs. My honey’s room is a little sanctuary, though, and at least we have access to the sunroom where I can study all day and watch the fog tumble over Twin Peaks into Cole Valley or bask in the warmth of concentrated sunshine, and not be bothered by anyone.
MicroMash Guarantee & the California Bar
Friday, June 8, 2007
Property Outline anyone??
Another Bar Blog.. with Advice!
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Brief Rant...
Monday, June 4, 2007
Doin the Mash, the MicroMash...in my Pj's
What I’m noticing about some of these MBE q’s is that you really have to try to get into the author’s brain - Did author X really think that 7yr old Boy had the requisite intent to commit assault/battery against the umpire when Boy’s dad yelled “Kill the Ump” after a bad call, and Boy swung the bat at ump? The author is sure he did, although I wondered… And sometimes the fact patterns are just so jacked up you don’t know what answer is right, and then the explanations tell you that “A was obvious” because it’s common sense that blah blah blah blah blah. I’m thinking, wait! I’m being tested on the law, not what’s ‘common sense’!!!! It just really seems like alot of the questions are subjective, which is why you can’t ever get too hung up on the facts and it becomes more a game of eliminating the wrong answers. Half the time I mentally answer the question in my head, repeating the applicable rule, and that rule is not even one of the choices given.
I’ve spent the last two days studying contracts and was pleasantly surprised that I didn’t totally bomb the MBE’s I did. 32/51 isn’t bad for someone who originally got a C in her first-year contracts class. (**My favorite quote from an interview: “So, an A in torts, huh? But not so great in contracts I see…. Well, dammit - obviously you were born to be a litigator!”)
Tonight I’ll finish reading the contracts outline and write-up a practice essay, then on to Con Law tomorrow.
I must reiterate how GLAD I am that I listened to my gut and didn’t do Bar/Bri. It’s so nice to have such flexibility in my day and to not have to get out of my PJ’s if I don’t want to. I also love that I don’t DREAD getting up to go study (at least not yet - on day 3 of my f/t studying!) All of the people I know who are taking Bar/Bri really seem to dread going to the lectures, and are fairly miserable while they’re there. I still have to read the same outlines and review the same information, but I can do it from the comfort of my home and not sit and listen to the book being read to me. I don’t think that everyone else is foolish for jumping on-board the Bar/Bri train - we all have to do what works best for us - but i’m really really really glad that, so far, this is working for me! Another benefit is that I’m not around people who are stressing out about the test or how much their MBE scores are improving, etc. Even talking to my roommate the other day made my stomach queasy as she was lamenting how she was going to have to memorize the 26 subjects PA tests on their essay portion. For a brief moment, I thought - “Wow. I’m going to have to completely avoid every single one of my law school friends because I can’t handle these conversations!!” it’s still a thought, but I hope that we’ll all be able to agree to discuss something other than our Bar studies, even if it’s only the on-going saga of Britney Spears or the latest sale at Macy’s.
Sunday, June 3, 2007
Two MicroMash Negatives & a HUGE plus!!
1) When you’re using the online program and the explanation box pops up, MM doesn’t always tell you where to find the corresponding explanations in the hard copy outlines. The only time you get this information is if there’s an “exam alert” button. For one of the questions, the answer depended on whether you knew the “Dillon-Legg” case - which I didn’t. The explanations stated the rule but didn’t give any indication of where you could find the case in the outlines… So, I spent 10mins flipping through the sections trying to find it. V. Inconvenient. They need to ALWAYS put the corresponding pages with the explanations, no matter how easy and lame the involved rule is.
2) MM needs to state a rule the same way, always. I did three MBE’s. The first said there were two exceptions to employer liability for ind. contractor’s torts: inherently dangerous activities and non-delegable duties/activities. Two questions later, I get another question about it. Thinking I now know the exceptions, I answer confidently and am wrong. Apparently, there were THREE exceptions to the rule, adding owner/invitee to the list… So, I check the outline and it seems that the owner/invitee exception falls under non-delegable duties and isn’t really an independent exception. BUT - the MM explanation called it a third exception. Make up your mind how many exceptions there are and state the rule the same way, always.
**** Despite those negatives, one thing I LOVE about doing the MM questions is that they’re actually FUN. The best part is there is a bit of a delay (like 2 secs) between the time you answer the question and when the answer box pops up, and I can feel myself anticipating the box - CORRECT!!! You get a little green “correct” sign and a cute green check by your answer. How rewarding is THAT?!?!!?! As miserable as all this studying is, it truly is the small things that give great satisfaction.
First full day of studying & review of MBE Book
The MBE book I read - “Mastering the Multistate Bar Exam” by John Talamo was kind of helpful. In the book he talked alot about all the different things “your Bar Review Course would teach you.” So, if you’re not taking one, the book doesn’t offer a WHOLE lot in the way of in-depth strategies and approaches. However, I appreciated his mindset towards the Bar and his approach of studying vs. practicing the MBE questions. He said to spend a fair amount of time studying the questions - how they’re designed, what the answer choices are, the given explanations for the right/wrong answers… He recommended that you spend a decent amount of time going through the questions, not timing yourself, and not paying attention to what percentage of q’s you get right. Use these study sessions to familiarize yourself with the test, not just test whether you know the rules involved. Obviously you will be enforcing your knowledge of the law as you answer the questions and read the explanations, but also try to get to know the test and the different techniques used by the MBE authors. Only after studying this way for a while (you can judge), THEN start “practicing” the questions by doing chunks of MBE’s before checking your answers.
I thought this was a good approach on a couple of levels. Most of what I’ve heard/read about from others is that they are advised to do 50 MBE’s a day, mostly to determine what percentage of q’s they’re getting right. BUT - several people & books have pointed out that you can tend to peak on your MBE score mid-summer instead of in July when you need it most. Plus, people tend to get discouraged when they’re not getting a high enough percentage of q’s right and you create additional stress on yourself. But, if you take the study/practice approach, you won’t really start practicing the MBE’s until after a couple of weeks studying them. So, you’ll “peak” later *hopefully* and won’t get as frustrated because you know your purpose in studying the questions is to learn the test and reinforce your knowledge rather than trying to gauge whether you’re up to par for the real MBE. Since I’m not taking Bar/Bri, i have no idea whether this approach is unique or run-of-the-mill/what-they-all-recommend. MicroMash doesn’t really talk too much about how to approach the MBE other than mention the alternate ways you can use their online program.
Another thing the MBE book mentioned, which is not mind-blowing AT ALL, is that every q on the MBE is worth the same amount. So, don’t get hung up on a super long confusing question because the difficulty of the question doesn’t determine it’s weight; they’re all worth the SAME. Don’t waste time trying to figure out one q when you could use that time to answer several. Common sense, right? But, I know that i’ve got stuck on a lower-points essay before, to my detriment, just because I really really really wanted to figure it out…. This is a good thing for me to remember.
The book gives a few suggestions on how to study for the MBE (as noted above) and a few strategies about answering questions and the types of questions asked on the MBE. Overall, for me, it was helpful and a nice easy introduction into thinking about how to approach the MBE. Again, since I’m not taking Bar/Bri, I don’t have the advantage of hearing all the little tricks of the trade, so reading about some of the different techniques used by the MBE authors prepared me to think differently about the MBE and to evaluate the questions in a better way. For me, it was worth the $$, but if you’re taking Bar/Bri or any other live lecture course, you’ll probably get the same info from your instructors.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Bar Exam Tips #4
1. The Performance Exam is just about form and properly extracting the legal reasoning from the material provided, and applying that reasoning to the facts of the particular case. It is actually very easy, just very time consuming. They are testing whether you are used to doing this type of writing.
2. To get enough points on the essays, it is VITAL to use the facts. The essays are not tricky, the MBEs are tricky. USE ALL THE FACTS on the essays. The Bar is actually quite kind --- they put enough facts in each essay to give students a chance to demonstrate whatever they know. The Cal Bar is easier than people think; most people scare themselves I think because of the low pass rate. The essays are obviously just Rules + Legal Reasoning. Nothing more. The graders don't want to see anything else. Boring IRAC is good enough.
3. One study technique that I used was to read a BarBri essay fact pattern; try to answer it out loud; and then read the BarBri answer. Then I would try to re-state the answer out loud (or in my head) without looking at the BarBri material. I would then keep re-reading the BarBri answer, and keep trying to answer the problem (mentally or verbally) completely until I could do it cleanly. The process of stating rules and applying facts to the rules was a good exercise for me. It was also more fun that just trying to memorize rules alone without fact patterns. The BarBri materials probably cover all the rules in particular fact patterns, so if you practice their essays then you will encounter everything you need (I hope!!).
4. I remember on the Jul 06 MBEs, it felt like there was no end to the property questions, but actually some of those property questions were contracts questions !!! So, be careful about little tricks like that. Trying to figure out which rule they are testing for each question I guess is the key.
5. Time is not a factor on the Bar EXCEPT on the Performance Exam part.
Tuesday, May 1, 2007
A Tale of Two Blogs
So: If you’re ONLY interested in purely bar-related posts, stay where you are and thanks for reading!!
If you know me and love me or just want to read my sometimes irrational ramblings on other aspects of life, go here
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Bar Advice from July 06'er (Bar Exam Tips #3)
Bar: Advice & Recap
Be Honest With Yourself
I'm fairly certain that I would have failed the test had I not been extremely honest with myself back in July. My assigned essays weren't looking very much like the BarBri sample answers. My graded essays were coming back marked FAIL. Although I didn't know much about how I was doing, the little bit of feedback I was getting said I was going to fail unless I learned to make my essays look more like what they were expecting. I have always been the one who arrives at conclusions via a different path. This is often rewarded in life. But the bar exam grader who has 2 minutes to read my essay was not going to reward my unique thought processes. If I didn't do something differently, I was fairly certain I was going to fail. Unfortunately, BarBri does not offer any strategy on how to construct an answer that looks like everyone else's. They teach the same material, then give the same model essays as feedback, and a majority of their students fall into line. If that is you, great. Keep on the path. But, that may not be you. In fact, if you have a tendency toward intellectual curiosity, you may be in serious trouble with the bar. Intellectualy curiosity can lead you to discuss side issues that may demonstrate knowledge of the law, but not the knowledge the grader is looking for. BarBri will claim that people fail because they don't use the facts. Some people may do that. But people like me, we would fail because we use the facts too much.
Seek Other Resources
One of the main reasons, if not the number one reason this test is difficult is because of the mental warfare and mystery the CA bar and BarBri create and propogate. For example, no passing scores and tests are released. It would be very helpful for second time takers to be able to compare their failing essays against passing essays. It would be extremely helpful for those studying to compare failing essays against passing essays. But, no. It's a *mystery.* So accept that aspect of the stupid exam and recognize that you are going to have to do some work in a void, which will be very frustrating. If you, like me, even begin to suspect that barbri is not giving you enough feedback in the void, then my suggestion to you is to seek out other feedback in order to feel comfortable.Similarly, if your MBE scores aren't where you'd like them to be, seek out help and feedback.
Your mileage may vary, but I highly recommend the additional resources that I used to prepare for the essay portion of the bar exam:
Bar Breaker Volume 1 and 2: The last 2 weeks before the bar exam, I read the intro to each subject and outlined or wrote sample answers to every question in this book. I entertained his approach and adopted some of his methods. I found them very helpful. I completely bailed on the last half of the BarBri assigned essays. I found that many of them were assigned in these books, so overall, I probably did the majority of the BarBri assigned essays. In particular, I found these answers so ridiculously simplistic that I couldn't believe they would be passing answers. But, the sense of relief I felt after reading each question during the bar exam and knowing that I could write an answer that looked something like the ones I'd reviewed in these books was huge. I think that if you know you can write a simple answer that covers the basic law for every possible exam topic you will have the confidence and time to fill in the random other side issues that will get you extra points.
Bar Exam Survival Kit. I think if I had to prepare for the bar exam again and I was only allowed one resource, this would be the one I would choose. The last two weeks before the bar, I read and re-read the 6-8 page summaries for each topic and made certain that nothing they mentioned was missing from my issue outline/checklists. I made certain that I could recite the rules for each major area. I memorized stupid mnemonics to ensure that I could name every major sub-area for any topic. As a final step, I condensed all of my outlines into a 5 page 2-inch by 3-inch flip book of my mnemonics. This is all I used to study while at the bar exam. Every night, I'd review the mnemonics and comfort myself with the fact that I could recite every power held by every branch. I could sing a song of every single Tort and all of their elements. I could name all the constitutional limitations on powers. When I read that the call of one of the questions was the 1st Amendment, I typed the headings from my mnemonic before I read the fact pattern: state action, and then all of the various tests. I was appalled to read the question and find that they presented the issues to be addressed in the exact order of my mnemonic, which was straight from Jeff Adachi's Bar Exam Survival Kit. That question drove home the point to me. The California Bar exam is NOT a test of legal knowledge and skill. It's a test of keeping your cool, and learning enough law plus tactics to demonstrate that you can be just like everyone else who has figured out the game.
I also did every free seminar offered by Scott Pearce. I think if I had failed the bar exam, I'd hire Scott Pearce as my tutor for the second go-round. Often, while doing his seminars this summer I toyed with the idea of having him grade one of my essays for more feedback. I learned the trick of reading the call of the question and doing the big picture outline of the answer before reading the question from him. This proved to be a life-saver in helping me avoid legal side-tracking.
Know how you are going to take the test before you take it
Towards the end (last 5 days before the bar or so), I'd do 50 PMBR questions a day and outline any essay I could get my hands on to ensure that my approaches/mnemonics were available in my head and to make sure I wasn't missing any major issues. I outlined almost all of the past exams on the California Bar Website and the majority of the BarBri essays I'd put off by doing BarBreaker. This meant I'd seen and outlined many of the past questions twice before going into the exam. Turns out, the Bar repeats many of the topics it presents, so familiarity with the outline form for past exams was extremely helpful. On several questions during the exam, I read the call, wrote the basic outline as typed headings, read the facts and filled in my sub-outline with sub-headings and rules all with a sense of deja-vu because I'd done the exact same outline, headings, and sub-headings just a few days earlier.
Don't forget to do something to stay sane
Work out. Cook/Eat. Visualize getting passing results. Visualize the act of taking the entire test. Hang out with non-law friends. Whatever it is that you need to do to get those stress hormone levels to lower. Do it regularly throughout the entire process. I found that much like visualizing a sports performance, the few minutes each week (and every morning during the last two weeks) I spent visualizing taking the test and getting passing results gave me a sense of calm during the actual test itself.
Monday, April 9, 2007
First Peek at the Performance Test
PT’s from past years are posted on the CA Bar website. So, I thought maybe I would print out the July ‘06 one and read through it, just to get an idea of what the PT’s were like. **98 PAGES** I knew that they provided you with a “packet” of material, but for some reason, my brain didn’t translate that into 98 PAGES. I feel like there has to be some sort of strategy to this. I’ve heard that the PT can be the easiest part of the Bar because everything you need to know is provided there in the packet. BUT - I’ve also heard that it can be difficult for people to finish on time (you get 3hrs). So, it could be a really great way to bump up your exam score, or you could get screwed. Once I saw the PT was 98 pages, I just skimmed through the instructions to see what the assignment was, and closed it out.
I know that once I actually start studying for the Bar, my mental state will *hopefully* progress to where looking at 98 pages doesn’t overwhelm me so much. I’ve heard that the MBE, too, is basically a 100 page book - 2 questions per page. Again, a little overwhelming to think about. When the PT opened in Adobe, my brain shriveled up and said “NO, I’m NOT reading that or thinking about it!” My brain actually shuddered. I’m hoping that this summer, it will reach out to the law with open arms… Embracing theories of liability and elements of crimes and all those property rules I can never remember. Maybe I can even convince it to have a sexy little summer fling with Chemerinsky (or at least his con law supplement). After all, law is HOT. Stimulating. VIRILE. Passionate. I am lusting for legal knowledge… Tonight, I just wish it came packaged in something other than a casebook.
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
#1 Reason Why I Love MicroMash
- There are approximately 2400 MBE questions offered; to go through all of them at least once takes an estimated 150hrs (read - 3.5hrs/day for 40days. Yes, this is going to be my life in two months.)
- MM provides a full-week study guide that starts on June 1
- You can download a free 50-question demo off their website
- If you complete a set of requirements, they will guarantee you a passing score OR you get all your $$ back or they keep upgrading your software/materials until you pass (but.. how difficult are the reqs??)
- Their software keeps track of the subjects you’re the weakest/strongest in and presents you with more/less questions in those areas
- The software has a timer that monitors how long it takes you to do each question, and how long it takes you to do a certain set of questions overall
- Answers/Explanations in the software are keyed to page#’s in the written materials for easy reference
BUT - the #1 Reason why I’m excited about MicroMash…………
I WON A FREE MBE REVIEW COURSE WORTH $895!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
The Truth shall set you free
I wonder if I should also disclose the feelings of jealousy and bitterness I’m experiencing towards those who have post-graduation jobs, with big pst-graduation salaries, whose firms are paying for their post-graduation bar study courses, who are able to spend all their pre-graduation money NOW going out to dinner, shopping, enjoying life because they know there will be more money in the bank tomorrow. I added up my loans tonight, and - without including some interest - they total approximately $106,000. It’s hard to be excited about the next few months (or even this weekend) looking at that enormous amount and then at the miniscule amount in my checking account. I wish life wasn’t all about money. I wish so many of my decisions weren’t based on how much money I have. I know that I’ll get a job eventually and everything will work out - it always does. But…. this definitely has not been as easy as I’d hoped it would be.
Monday, March 26, 2007
California Bar Application - Completed!
I also finally completed my Moral Character & Fitness App. Went to the police dept to get the required finger-printing and while I was waiting, I listened to some undergrads debate which came first - beer or bread. Apparently, a professor made the comment, “The desire for beer may be what led to the spread of civilization…” According to Undergrad #1, “Beer is made from barley, and the desire for beer resulted in a barley surplus. People then used that extra barley to make bread - so, the discovery of bread, now a food staple, actually happened because people were trying to make more beer.” Undergrad #2: “Really? Do you really think that’s how it worked?” Undergrad #1: “Um, well, I am an archaeology major, so I think I would know better than you.”
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Wipe that look off your face!!
The look. The one that says, “Are you crazy? Do you enjoy inflicting unnecessary pain on yourself? Do you really think you can pass?? Don’t you know how many people FAIL that exam?? Haven’t you heard how difficult the California Bar is?? Although I won’t say it aloud, you’re a complete idiot and since you don’t have a job and technically don’t need to take that bar, you should probably reconsider… Are you sure you’re thinking clearly? because, what i’m hearing sounds like the ramblings of one f&^*$(#d raving lunatic.” THAT look.
And then, as if the look wasn’t enough, he groaned.
Thank you. Thank you for that vote of confidence. I KNOW the reality of the California Bar. I’ve seen the numbers, heard the stories, talked to the passers and re-takers. I KNOW that the Bar is hard. BUT - I know that people pass it. I know that it’s possible to pass. And I know that I’m capable of passing it. It’s not guaranteed, but I believe I can do it. When you talk about taking the California Bar, the look is the general reaction you get from others. WHY?!? As a third-year law student, less than 2 months away from graduation, the last thing I need is for someone to poke at my self-esteem with their doubt stick. When I talk about the Bar, don’t give me that expression (a mingling of shock/fear/distress/concern for my sanity) and groan. Instead, say, “Wow! That’s great! I hear it’s hard but I know you’re capable of doing what’s necessary to pass it.” Granted, i’ll probably write you off and offer my own rendition of the look, but HEY that’s my perogative. *I’m* the one taking the thing and am therefore entitled to complain about it all I want!! It’s sort of like voting, right? If you vote, you get to complain about the outcome. If you didn’t, don’t talk to me. If you’re not taking the CA Bar, don’t talk to me about how hard, impossible and soulsucking it is going to be. And, please, whatever you do, don’t give me that look.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
PMBR Books are Thick and Heavy
During spring break, I picked up my PMBR books that I bought online via craigslist for $70 (!!!). They are thick and heavy, but I have to admit I was a little excited when I got them. It’s the first real tangible thing I have in preparation for the Bar. But I’m really glad I got them this early otherwise their size and the amount of materials/information in them could be a bit overwhelming. Just flipped through them quickly, then shoved them back in their box and duct taped the box. I’m excited to have something bar-related, but let’s not go overboard
Sunday, March 4, 2007
Where's the Love?
Anyway, check out what Golden Gate Univ of Law has posted for their students. They have some useful tips. Maybe i'll email the link to our Dean too...
**Bar Exam: Tips, Study Plan, Sample Self-Evaluation Forms** (Bar Exam Tips #2)
You can click on the website above and navigate your way through, but here are some of the links I was most excited about:
General Advice on Study Schedules
Know how your Bar Exam works
Study Checklist
Monitoring your MBE Score
Analyzing your MBE Prowess
Essays: Self-Evaluation Form
Sample Study Plan (weekly: May 26-Bar Exam)
* I definitely plan to consider the scheduling suggested, but note that it requires studying 10-12hrs/day on a regular basis and that, we’ve already decided, is a no-can-do.
Saturday, March 3, 2007
The Road to being a Lawyer is paved with lots of Paperwork
Thursday, March 1, 2007
MIA - Study Plans for the Bar (Bar Exam Tips #1)
1) Practice the Performance portion of the Bar while in school. It is something that you could easily do once a month each month of the last semester. Devote maybe 4 hours to doing a practice performance test (past CA PT Questions here), then eventually lower your time to the 3hrs allowed in the Exam. **I think this is a good idea because most say this is a fairly easy area to “master” because it’s about skill and time-management, not necessarily knowledge of the law, so if you work on it now then you don’t have to spend time on it during the summer. But, we’ll see if I actually set aside time to do it.
2) Start listening to PMBR Cd’s while still in school. YAY!! I’m doing this!! Although i’m not REALLY “studying” the MBE materials, they are refreshing my memory and making me feel a little bit more comfortable with the concepts.
3) When making your study plan, build in breaks (naps, work-outs, etc) and do it on a big poster that way you can a) cross off the stuff you’ve accomplished and give yourself a gold star; b) have a way of keeping track of your scores on MBE’s, as a way of gauging how you’re doing; and 3) have something else to burn/rip up/kick/spit on/trash/stomp-on-in-victory at the end of the summer when you’re done with the Bar.
As soon as i come up with something that might resemble a bar study plan/schedule, you can guarantee I will post it. Probably not follow it, but at least there will be evidence that i made some effort.
Monday, February 26, 2007
Spring is in the Air
(I can’t believe they only give us a month to complete the Bar Application. I still haven’t sent in my Moral Character and Fitness Application either. UGH. Why do I do this to myself? The thing has been sitting on my kitchen table for a month already and I’ve yet to even fill in my name.)
Recently I’ve been checking back in with more of the “blawgs” since all the Feb folks are getting ready to start their exams tomorrow… I think I need to stop because it makes me more nervous. How do you study for the Bar? How do you create a study guide for yourself and cover all the subjects? I feel like the MBE isn’t going to be SO bad, because at least some of that stuff is actually still in my head from first year, but what about the California subjects? How am I going to learn those?? One of the blawgers posted a few sample MBE questions on her site, and as I read them, I thought - “Hmm… This doesn’t even look like english to me.” Yeah, THAT’S promising. My next mission for Bar preparation is to find out how to make a study plan. What to include, how many MBE’s/Essays/Practice Tests I should try to take each day or each week. I don’t even know where to begin, but there’s got to be some information out there somewhere.
In non-law school news, my old roommate from SF just called me the other day and said that I could stay in her place, alone, for FREE during half the summer while she travels around Europe. A 3 bdrm apt in The City all to myself for a month and a half… I have to admit that it wasn’t so much the “free” part that got me as the “alone.” The thought of possibly never again having my own place has made me physically ill at moments. Sometimes I love having a roommate, other times I long for the total anonymity and freedom that comes with living tout seul. I can’t believe this opportunity just dropped in my lap. I feel like it’s another sign that this is the right thing for me to do, the right place for me to be.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Yes, I'm Moral... I mean, I did pass the MPRE.
Right now, the Moral Character and Fitness Application is burning a hole on my kitchen table. I printed it out about a month ago, looked it over, and have not picked it up since. They want to know things like - "Have you ever been late on paying a bill?" Which is not exactly a topic I want to discuss considering how my financial savvy is not so savvy anymore. But I suppose I need to suck it up and complete the thing so if - i mean *when* - I pass the Bar, maybe my character will receive the state seal of approval as well.